Al
In the past I would vacillate between religion/spirituality and psychology/therapeutic counseling. Rarely would I draw parallels or similarities between the two, thus tying them together to gain a better sense of who I am and my place/purpose in this world. My pendulum would swing one way or the other, resting very briefly, or not at all, in the middle as I attempted to find balance in my life. I know that in this life I will continue to swing to and fro, but with the swinging being based solely on center I achieve the balance that I strive for in life.
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I had thought for a bit to either change the purpose of this blog, or to discontinue it all together. My reasoning was that I had become overwhelmed with thinking of ideas for posts, and that I don’t seem to have any readers. I was losing interest and passion.
There are a plethora of blogs and websites similar to this, but just as all the rest, It Just Works is unique in the fact that it is wriiten by me.
Currently, I am at Easton Mountain in upstate NY, for a retreat called, “The Art of Powerful Living”. One of the objectives of the retreat is to inspire – with tangible tools and resources – gay men, such as myself to live life fully. Then, through fully living life, to share that experience with others. That is the core of what this blog is about.
Then, the thought occured to me to keep the blog, regardless of readership. Because, if for nothing else, I get the chance to write about what I am learning and experiencing, and I have a place to come back to read what I have learned. Thus, inspiring myself to continue on this journey of self discovery and living powerfully. So ijworks.com stays. Should someone else find something of value here, that is just bonus.
One of my first assignments was to write a “statement of self.” it took me some time to complete, but I have and I will share it now.
“I am a child of the Universal Creator. I am free to be whomever, or whatever, I choose – positive or negative. I choose positive.
In that positive is my choice, I am constantly molded to be a light of goodness, peace, love and all other things positive for the world to see.
I am more than the color of my skin, eyes, and hair. I am more than my body type or shape. I am more than the name that was given to me, and the name that I chose.
I am a human extension of the one that created me, breathed life into me, and gave me that spark of eternal energy that is my soul.
Simply put, I am.”
Al
“Try it…you’ll see!”
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Last week I penned a post asking/testing the Universe in a situation that has been going on for a number of years dealing with my youngest son and his mental disabilities and my local school system. Well, as I knew but was just in a really low spot and feeling incredibly inadequate as a dad, the Universe is answering – already answered, I just don’t see the total solution at this time. I am totally grateful. Read more…
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So I’m at my wits end here. I have been given a child who is mentally disabled. For the 4th school year in a row I am faced with repeating the same pattern of him “acting out”, being violent, and having charges pressed against him for “offensive touching.” All along with that, he is suspended from school or (as of this recent indecent) facing expulsion.
In everything that I have looked at as a possible tool or resource, my child is either too young, or my household makes too much money, or his not “bad enough” or does not present to be “bad enough” to receive help. Or, I have insurance, but it is not the right insurance because it is private insurance. So I wait for medicaid to provide an answer.
For me, it is a cycle that keeps presenting it’s self over and over again. I put my intentions to the Universe, I pray, I say affirmations for myself and my family, I visualize, write the positive down, and try to ensure that I speak in the affirmative. But the cycle continues. This is the last thing I know to do.
I’m literally putting out to the Universe what I need. I need help. Good quality help and care for my mentally disabled child. I need some direction and some answers. I don’t know if anyone even reads this blog, my tweets, or my page on Facebook. But this is my last ditch, desperate, effort to attain the help and answers that I need in regard to my child and his situation. I can be reached here or you can leave a comment on this post.
So, if It Just Works…..
Al
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